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  • I'm studying to become an Alchemist and want to take Divination. I love to read and love Harry Potter. Snape is kinda like my husband even though he isn't with us anymore. I love poetry and independent films. If you think that we might get along then feel free to message or add me.

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  • I'm studying to become an Alchemist and want to take Divination. I love to read and love Harry Potter. Snape is kinda like my husband even though he isn't with us anymore. I love poetry and independent films. If you think that we might get along then feel free to message or add me.

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Thursday, 12 March 2009

Saturday, 26 July 2008

  • Three's A Crowd

    I feel as if three different people are living inside me.

    Person 1
    - wants to be straight
    - wants to wear makeup
    - wants a Kate Moss body
    - wants her hair dyed and done
    - wants in style clothes
    - wants to do ballet
    - wants to be an actress

    Person 2
    - wants to not shave anymore
    - wants to be comfortable in her own body
    - loves being gay
    - doesn't want to wear makeup
    - wants dreads in her natural hair colour
    - wants to direct adult films

    Person 3
    - wants to wear goth/emo makeup
    - wants crazy coloured hair
    - wants to not care about how they look
    - loves being gay
    - wants to be a bassist

    There are other things about me of course but they seem to fit into whatever.  I want to be all these people but I can't.  I can only be me.  But I don't know who me is.

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

  • Too Little Almost Too Late

    Well I'm cleaning up my room.  I really should have done this about two months ago when it wasn't this bad but I didn't.  Hopefully in about a week it will look how I want it too.  I'm moving some furniture out and some in.  I need to change it.  I think that when it looks how I want it too I'll be more comfortable here.  I mean I love my room but it doesn't feel like me.  It feels kinda like my personality vomited all over the place.

Saturday, 07 June 2008

  • Remus Lykaian

    Name: Remus Lykaian
    Age: 25
    Gender: Male
    Campaign: Nightfall
    Work: Works for the Sunspears
    Pets: none
    Sides With: Kormir

    Body Type: muscular and tall
    Hair Color: dark brow
    Eye color: steely gray
    Imperfections: A large scar that goes across the right side of his face.

    Description of personality: He seems very confident on the outside but he criticizes himself in his head.  He fears wolves which stemmed from him being bitten by a werewolf when he was visiting Factions with his family when he was 20.  He tries his best at everything but has a hard time getting girls.  Hes shy around women but very kind.  He makes friends easily with his giving attitude and his protecting nature.

    Mother: Melony
    Father: Jacob
    Siblings, if any: none
    Other Family: None that are still living
    Feelings about family: Loves his parents and visits them as often as possible

    History:
    In his youth his father was a Paragon as was his mother.  They are both retired now and have passed down their skills to their son.  He has traveled all over the world as a boy much of the time accompanied by his best friend Sirius.  Sirius has been his best friend for as long as they can remember and he spends a great deal of time with him.  He has never had a serious relationship but hopes to someday have a family.  He has always dreamed of being a Paragon and help protect his country.  He lives in Istan but will be traveling to to larger islands in the near future to help over there.

    Education:
    He has completed his primary education and spent seven years training to become a Paragon.  He was never top of his class but he did work hard and graduated with honors.

    Extra: When he was bitten in Factions he became a werewolf.  He hasn't told anyone yet for fear of them not understanding.  He once killed a woman during the first time he changed and regrets it deeply.  Since then he promised himself that he would never hurt another soul during the time of his change. 



  • Just a little "Lets get to know each other" post




    CHAPTER ONE| Infancy and Childhood

    How does your full name appear on your Birth Certificate? Hilary Marisa Huddleston  
    Were you christened (and at what church)? I was baptized Catholic but I'm not sure which church it was.
    What was the date of your birth (your birthday)? August 27, 1990
    How many years, months, and days old are you right now? 17 years, 8 months, 8 days
    Where were you born? Nevada, Missouri
    Were you born outside of the UK? yes but I wish I hadn't been.
    Were you the first born? Yes and I was adopted.
    What are your racial origins? Caucasian
    Were you a healthy baby? I had/have allergies and asthma but other than that I think I was.
    Was it a natural birth? I'm not sure.
    Whereabouts in the world? U.S.A.
    Were you well behaved? So they say.
    How old were you when you first attended school? Three or four I think.  It was preschool.
    What was the name of it? I don't remember the preschools name but kindergarten was St. Marys.
    Who was your first best friend/friends? Emily and Jessica I think.
    Were you a spoiled child? Yes and I still am.
    What were your favourite games to play? Pretend and with dolls.
    What were your favourite toys? Barbies, action figures, board games, and the like
    Were you a mummy's boy/girl, or 'daddies?' mum's.
    Did you get along well with your siblings? I only have half-siblings and they have always lived with my birth mum.
    What was your first pet? My parents always had 3 dogs and two cats but when I was born we also had a bird.
    What did you excel at as a child? reading and writing
    Were you ever top of the class? yes
    Were you ever bottom of the class? no

    |CHAPTER TWO| School Life
    Which schools did you attend from the age of eleven upwards? I went to a lot of different schools so I don't remember.
    How was school life for you in general? Fine, probably just like everyone elses.
    Would you say you were outgoing, or shy? very outgoing
    Did you belong to any particular clique or group? no
    Who were your friends? Emily, Brooke, Jessica, Mellisa, Hannah Be., Bailey, Sandy, Jackie, Abby, and Megan.  Yes I can name all the good friends that I have had since kindergarten.
    What did you excel at as you got older? Yes, I was always in the gifted programs in school.
    What was your favourite year (grade to Americans!)? kindergarten
    Are you in education at present? Its summer holiday but I'll be going back in August for my last year.
    Did you belong to any after school clubs? Not any that I actually participated in .
    What were your favourite subjects? English, Science, Drama, and Writing
    What were the subjects you hated and weren't good at? mathes
    If British and over the age of 16, what GCSE results did you receive? not British
    Who were your favourite teachers? Forkner, Edwards, Nicholas, Shwantes.
    Did you ever suffer at the hands of bullies? not physically
    If so, who were they, and was it physical or verbal bullying? Lots of people and verbal/mental bullies.
    Did you have enemies in school (and who were they)? Way to many to list.
    How interested in the opposite/same sex (sexually) were you? very
    Did you bring food to school or buy it? bring
    How long was your school day? All my schools started at different times.  From a early as 7:00am to as late as 8:00am but they have always ended at 3:00pm.
    What transport did you use to get to and from school? My mum and my girlfriend
    If you have left school, how old were you? Haven't left school yet.

    |CHAPTER THREE| As you are... right here, right now
    As an individual, you are? Yes, at least I like to think so.
    What are your good qualities? My openness, caring, and listening skills.
    What are your bad qualities? My anger, lying, and well lots of others.
    Are you a tough cookie, emotionally unstable, or somewhere in-between? A bit of it all since I'm bipolar.
    Do you stand up for yourself in tricky situations? yes
    When meeting new people, how confident are you? I'm very confident, but I usually don't want to meet them.
    What is your self esteem level, rate from 1-10 (10 being highest)? 9
    What are your desires and ambitions in life? Become an Alchemist, study Divination, and live in England.
    Do you have an occupation? No but I really want one.
    What do you want to achieve out of life? I just want to be happy.
    What do you enjoy doing (hobbies?) reading, writing, watching movies and tv, talking on the phone, RPing, lurking on the internet, playing Guild Wars, and watching porn
    Likes? look above
    Dislikes? being watched while I'm trying to work, stupid people, homophobics, and people in general
    What do you do when bored? just read my hobbies list
    What are your bad habits? picking at scabs and being lazy
    Where are your favourite places? I only have one and thats my bed.

    |CHAPTER FOUR| Friendships
    Who are your best friends? Abby and Megan
    Who are your acquaintances? loads
    Who have you kept in contact with through school? not many
    Are you still friends with your childhood friends? nobody
    How easy do you find making new friends? Well people seem to like me but I never like them.
    How often do you do so? not often
    Are you picky and judgmental when it comes to meeting new friends? Yes very
    What do you and your friends do when together? laugh, shop, watch movies, go out to eat, rp, and loads of other things

    |CHAPTER FIVE| Family
    Who are your proud parents? Introduce them.
    Mother: Debbie
    Father: Gary
    Are they married at present? yes they are
    If divorced/separated, how long for?
    And how did it affect you and your siblings?
    What do they do for a living? My dad is a Chiropractor and my mum is a homemaker.
    Who do you get along with the best? mum
    Who do you live with at present? My parents, 5 dogs, and 2 cats.
    Who are your IMMEDIATE family? My mum and dad?  I don't think I understand the question.
    Do you have a close family? Well I do with my mum and dad.
    Who is your favourite member? My mum, dad, Nana, and Papa
    Do you have aunties and uncles? yes
    Do you have cousins? I suppose so.
    Who are your grandparents, and what do they do? My mum's parents are amazing and I love them and my dad's dad is dead but his mum is still alive which is a shame because I hate her so much.
    Who are your siblings, and what do they do? Don't have any
    Who do you NOT get along with whatsoever? My grandma

    |CHAPTER SIX| Sexual Relationships and Love
    Do you have a significant other? I do indeed
    What is their name? M.L.P.
    How old are they? 17 at the moment
    What do they look like? cuteness and cake
    What are they like as a person? Kind, smart, funny, loving, patient, and wonderful
    How long have you been seeing them? forever I believe
    Is it love? yes it is
    Do you plan on marrying? yes
    Can you see a future with them? yes
    How do you feel when in love? wonderful
    Do you feel it makes the world go round? no but I wish it did
    Are you a romantic sort of person? well sometimes
    Do you regularly show affection? I try
    Are you a virgin? no
    How often do you have sex? I try for a few times a week.
    So would you say you are sexually active? yes very
    Are you sexually confident? very much so
    Are you dirty and wild, or old fashioned in the bedroom? a bit of both
    What is your favourite body part on the opposite/same sex? backs, eyes, and noses
    What do you enjoy most in the bedroom (yes I mean sexually)? All of it!
    Do you enjoy foreplay before sex? yes
    Do you enjoy oral sex before or after sex? before
    What positions do you regularly use? none really (don't ask)
    Any weird fetishes or turn ons? pain.  I'm a masochist.
    What are your turn offs? feet and a few other random things.
    Have you ever given a blow job? yes.
    Hand job? yes.

    |CHAPTER SEVEN| Beauty and Style
    What kind of figure do you have? curvy
    Are you comfortable with it (why/why not)? Yes, I see no reason in disliking my body.
    What colour hair do you have? blond naturally but it's red right now
    What is the length? short
    Do you prefer it long or short? long
    Is it dyed, or has it ever BEEN dyed? It's been dyed was to much.
    If so, what is your hair colour naturally? blond
    Do you like your hair? no
    What styles do you wear it in? down
    How often do you brush it? never
    What shampoo, conditioners, or other styling products do you use for your hair? Soit and Silk: Vanilla Silk
    What is your eye colour? green
    Do you ever wear coloured contacts? no
    If you could have any other eye colour, other than your own, what would you have? It wouldn't be a be a colour it would be more those special effects contact lenses.
    Do you wear or need to wear glasses? yes
    How strong are your teeth? I'm not sure.
    How often do you brush them? About once a day
    Have you ever suffered from bad breath? probably
    Do you show your teeth when you smile? yes but I don't like to
    Do you like your smile? not one bit
    What is your favourite feature on your face and for what reason? My eyes because I think that they are kinda pretty.
    What are your distinguishing features? My eyes, I suppose
    Do you ever worry about how big your ears or nose are/is? no
    What size are your feet? eight and a half
    Do you have any double jointed limbs? my fingers
    Do you wear coloured nail polish (what colours?) yes, black or blue
    What colour eye shadow do you wear? none
    What other make up do you wear? I used to wear mascara and eyeliner but I haven't in months.
    How do you dress? jeans, t-shirt, and my worn in vans
    What jewlery do you wear on a regular basis? my plugs, four earrings, nose ring, and a lip ring
    Do you prefer gold or silver jewellery? silver or white gold
    What kind of underwear do you wear? Whatever is comfy.
    Where do you buy your clothes and underwear? Hot Topic and Target
    What shoes do you wear? converse and vans
    How many pairs do you own? about 10

    |CHAPTER EIGHT| Your Environment
    Whereabouts are you in the world right now? Missouri, USA
    On what street/road do you live on? Ridgeview
    Do you live in a house/bungalow/flat/etc? house
    How old is your home? I don't think its very old.
    How long have you lived there? Not even a year.
    Describe your living arrangements? I live with my parents.
    Describe your bedroom?   It has black was and I have a big four post bed, a built in bookcase,  posters and calenders on my walls, a unit for my tv/DVD player/ PS2/Wii, an old trunk, a black cuddle couch, and an electric fireplace.

    |CHAPTER NINE| Entertainment
    How regularly do you watch TV? everyday
    Do you have sky/cable? Umm all I know is that I have direct TV
    How many Television sets are there in your house? seven
    DVD players and VCRS? umm yes we have them.
    What channels do you watch? Whatever has something I like on.
    What are your favourite TV shows? I listed them here on Xanga.
    Do you enjoy reality TV? no I hate it
    The expected question, what are your favourite movies? I listed them here on Xanga.
    What genre do you generally watch? everything
    Why do you enjoy these? because
    What don't you watch? reality
    Worst movie ever seen? Water Horse
    Actors? Johnny Depp, Gary Oldman, Alan Rickman, and Rupert Grint
    Actresses? Ellen Page and Kate Winslet
    How regularly do you visit the cinema? often
    What did you last see there? Indiana Jones
    What were the last five DVDs you bought? Galaxy Quest, Sweeney Todd, Quigley Down Under, and I don't remember what else
    What was the last DVD you watched? Dogma
    How many DVDs do you have in your collection? loads
    Do you organize them in any particular fashion? By favourites but then they all fell and I didn't want to do it again.
    Are your DVDs mostly horror, fantasy, thriller, action, sci fi, comedy, rom-coms, epic/historical or TV stuff, etc? everything
    What does your music collection generally consist of? alternative
    What genres do you prefer to listen to the most? alternative
    What genres will you NOT listen to, and why? Rap and country because I think they suck.
    Who is your ultimate favourite band, if you had to pick the one? My Chemical Romance
    Who are your other favourites? I listed them elsewhere on Xanga
    Who are your favourite solo artists? Conor Obrest
    What is your favourite music album? I listed them elsewhere on Xanga
    What are your favourite songs? I listed them elsewhere on Xanga
    What were the last five CDs you bought? I don't remember

    |CHAPTER TEN| Books and Literature
    How often do you read? often
    What are your preferred genres? pretty much everything
    What book are you reading at present? Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
    Is it enjoyable? very
    What were the last five books you bought? Palm Reading Made Easy
    What was the last book you read in full and enjoyed? Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
    What was it about? Harry Potter and a chamber full of secrets.
    What are your favourite books? Harry Potter, What Happened To Lani Garver, Everybody Hurts, Peter Pan
    Do you prefer to read fiction or non-fiction? fiction
    If you were to head into a bookshop with the intention of buying a non-fiction book, what subject would you choose? memoir
    Who are your favourite authors? J.K. Rowling and many others
    Do you own any self help books? yes.  I love self help books.

    |CHAPTER ELEVEN| Alcohol, Drugs, and Smoking
    Do you drink alcohol? no
    Do you do drugs? no
    Do you smoke? no
    How often do you drink? --
    And where? --
    Have you ever done drugs before? no
    What are your opinions on these three topics? I don't do them but I don't care if others do.
    Have you ever smoked before? no
    Did you enjoy it? --
    Have you ever gotten drunk? no
    What has been your worst drunken experience? --
    Do you enjoy getting drunk on a regular basis? --

    |CHAPTER TWELVE| Food and Drink
    How much do you enjoy food? a lot.
    Do you eat all three meals of the day? no
    What is your favourite? dinner
    What is your favourite dinner? pizza
    Lunch? Subway. I eat subway whenever I can.
    Breakfast? Honey Smacks
    Snacks? whatever
    Chocolate brand? Hershey's
    Take away food? pizza
    Ethnic food? Mexica
    Restaurant? That Mexican restaurant in front of the mall.
    Ice cream flavour? chocolate
    Milkshake flavour? chocolate
    Salad? no
    Vegetable? corn
    Fruit? strawberries
    Dairy product? lactose intolerant
    Meat? vegetarian
    What are your favourite drinks? Coke, soy milk, and water
    Do you drink tea or coffee? coffee

    |CHAPTER FOURTEEN| Other Personal Beliefs
    What do you think about Gay marriages? its fine
    About Homosexual activity? its fine
    About Bisexuality? its fine
    About Abortion? not sure
    Could you live without meat? yes
    Are you a vegetarian? yes
    What couldn't you live without? My girlfriend
    What do you think about labels (and not the soup can kind)? I don't like them
    What do you think about the supernatural? I believe in it.
    Do you believe in ghosts? yes
    Have you ever experienced paranormal activity? No but I want to
    What do you think about life on other planets? its there
    Politics? I try to stay smart
    Mainstream music? I just listen to what I like mainstream or not.

    |CHAPTER FIFTEEN| Animals and Pets
    Do you have a pet? yes
    If so, what is their name/s? Misha (dog, pomeranian), Harley (dog, chihuahua), Victoria (dog, English Bulldog), Maya (cat, persian), Mia (cat, himalayan), Gizmo (dog, pomeranian), Ichabod (dog, chihuahua), and Bert (hamster, dwaf)
    What animal are they? dogs, cats, hamster
    What breed? Persian, Himalayan, Chihuahuas, Pomeranians, and an English Bulldog
    Are you an animal person? obviously
    Are you affectionate towards them? Oh yes
    What are your favourite animals to keep as pets? dogs and cats
    What are your favourite wild animals? wolfs penguins, pandas, polor bears, and tigers
    Have you ever been bitten by an animal? yes
    List all the pets you've kept in the past till present? dogs, cats, bird, hamster

    |CHAPTER SIXTEEN| Aliments
    How many times have you been to the hospital in your lifetime? more than twenty
    What for? I had a cyst in my bile duct, gallbladder removed, asthma
    Have you ever broken a bone? no
    Have you ever been seriously ill? yes
    Do you have asthma or any other similar conditions? yes
    Have you ever nearly died? yes
    When was the last time you were seriously ill? about two months ago
    Do you take any regular medication? yes
    What for? allergies, asthma, bile, anxiety, and bipolarness

    |CHAPTER SEVENTEEN| Nature and the Outdoors
    Do you like nature? yeah
    Do you like the sun and hot weather in general? no
    Do you like the rain, torrential and light? yes
    Do you like it when it snows? no
    Do you like it when it hails? yes
    When was the last time you went for a walk? yesterday
    Where did you go? around the round thing
    Do you live near countryside? no
    What in your opinion is the best view you've ever seen? the sunset in the Philippines
    Where do you like to walk near you? around the round thing
    What is your favourite tree? willow
    What is your favourite flower? Asphodel

    |CHAPTER EIGHTEEN| Online Life
    What internet server do you use? Flock
    What instant messaging service do you use? msn
    Do you talk regularly on IM etc? no
    Who is you best online friend? --
    Any others? --
    What is your AIM/Yahoo/MSN name? bottles_of_cough_syrup
    What is your email address? bottles_of_cough_syrup@yahoo.com
    What do you research most when on the net? Harry Potter, Alchemy, divination, and other stuff like that
    Where are your favourite websites? livejournal and wiki/guildwars

    |CHAPTER NINETEEN| The End
    We've come to the end of the survey, what did you think of it? It was fun
    How long did it take you to fill out? forever
    Did you enjoy it? yep
    Did you feel it was different? yeah, it wasn't American!
    Where did you get it from? reading_inbed here on Xanga
    What time is it now? 12:15pm
    Any last words?  I'm really hungry.

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    • Name: Hilary
    • Birthday: 8/27/1990
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 6/4/2008

About Me

  • I'm studying to become an Alchemist and want to take Divination. I love to read and love Harry Potter. Snape is kinda like my husband even though he isn't with us anymore. I love poetry and independent films. If you think that we might get along then feel free to message or add me.

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